when you're battling two things at the same time, it ain't easy.

first thing in the list is when you feel that you're in love. you get head over heels for a guy who doesn't give a crap about you. who used to be your friend and who stopped being one since he saw a girl who caught his pretty brown eyes.

then you feel depressed. not just because of that love thing but also because of other things. like hell, i'm confused.


now, tell me, why the shit am i still alive..?